CLOSE...YOUR...EYES
(Indulge Me!)
Just...For...A...Minute.
Are you REALLY...HAPPY?
Not the Pharrell Williams Version!
IS
YOUR
LIFE
Satisfying?
Are YOU...
Is THIS...
JOURNEY
Through ADULTHOOD...
ALL
YOU
EXPECTED?
ANTICIPATED...
IT
WOULD
BE?
Those are the VERY Questions,
I've ASKED Myself...
Since Being Diagnosed,
WITH
Breast Cancer.
Has it been...ENOUGH?
I Don't KNOW about YOU.
BUT,
UNTIL
I...WAS...DIAGNOSED,
WITH
Breast Cancer.
Face TO Face,
With MY Mortality.
EVERYDAY
Was just a SERIES,
OF
Work...Play...Work, and MORE Work!
I was traveling at "Warp" Speed.
THEN,
I Found a LUMP...
Saw a DOCTOR...
AND,
EVERYTHING...Just...STOPPED!
I'm CLOSING in on,
5 years,
CANCER FREE!
November 19th,
That's the DATE!
And,
After ALL I've ENDURED...
Surgery,
Chemotherapy,
Radiation,
And, MORE Surgery!
My LIFE Is AGAIN
Work...Play, and MORE WORK!
Which makes Me WONDER...
What was THIS JOURNEY,
MY
JOURNEY...
ALL ABOUT?
WHAT
HAS
CHANGED?
Outwardly...NOTHING.
But, INWARDLY...
I...HAVE...SO...MANY QUESTIONS!
I'M Searching For SO MANY Answers!
I...WANT...MY...LIFE
My STRUGGLE TO...SURVIVE
To mean MORE then...
Work...Play, and MORE WORK!
I've had SO MANY Conversations,
WITH
GOD.
PRAY...With ME.
That HE...Leads ME,
ALONG My WAY...
TO UNDERSTANDING.
Just A Thought...
Until Next Time...
"To HIM the DOORKEEPER opens, and the SHEEP hear HIS Voice;
and HE CALLS His OWN Sheep by NAME and LEADS them OUT."
John 10:3
