I woke up this morning...
FEELING...LIGHT!
(No...I'm NOT talking about my weight!)
Since my Breast Cancer Diagnosis...
November 2009.
There's been a "tug of war"
On my FINANCES!
OFF...1 and, a half years for Treatment.
OFF...5 weeks...Reconstruction...Part 1.
OFF...(Just Recently)..4 weeks...Reconstruction...Part 2.
(Are you...NOTICING...A Trend, here?)
So, ANY...Single Working Adult...Should Be able,
TO RELATE.
My FINANCES...
(Que...Sera...Sera!)
As a Child...I LOVED Musicals...Hence, the reference!
I am a Nurse.
And, EVERYTIME I return to work...
"Oops...There IS another...Surgery!"
(I have ONE Final Surgery...looming in 4 months!)
ANGRY?
NO!
Just gets a "little" frustrating at times!
I've LEARNED to LIVE...
DIFFERENTLY!
I Believe...FRUGAL...Would be the word I'm looking for!
(But, Ladies...Don't feel BAD for me!)
I've SHOPPED...And, SHOPPED...
Before ALL this happened,
To LAST...ME...A Lifetime!
What I'm TRYING to Say..
(Using a "little" humor to "lighten" the mood...)
CANCER...CHANGES...EVERYTHING!
I SELDOM...Worried about MONEY,
As a Nurse...OVERTIME...
Although, physically taxing,
Provided...Freedom...From worry.
Cancer...Changed...That!
(My MIND...Is WILLING...But, my BODY...)
I SELDOM...Worried about my HEALTH,
Now, the FEAR...Of "It"...RETURNING...
Is ALWAYS...In the back of my mind!
(I have a FRIEND...Round 2...Breast Cancer...Returned!)
I KEEP A "SMILE" ON MY FACE...
(But, "underneath"...)
I WRITE THIS BLOG...
To give you a "window"...
What WE...As Cancer Survivors,
LIVE WITH...
EVERYDAY!
BUT...ON "THIS" SUNDAY MORNING...
I Woke Up...
Feeling..."LIGHT!"
MY "SPIRIT"...SOARS!
Yolanda Adams...Has a song,
"He's KEPT Me...In the Midst Of It All!"
YES...HE HAS!
YES... HE WILL!
Until Next Time...
"God is in the MIDST of Her, She shall NOT be MOVED!"
Psalms 46:5
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